Theme for August:
Healing and Reconnecting with Your Authentic Self Part I
Before we incarnate to
Mother Earth our spirit resides in the angelic realm
- an idyllic space of unconditional love that far
exceeds human interpretation. We are love,
light and infinite possibility!
Then many of us
volunteer to house our spirit in a physical body to
experience the duality of the earth plain.
Before incarnating we choose events and situations
to experience that will fulfill our need for healing
and reconnecting with the essence of who we are -
our Authentic Self.
Our Authentic Self is
the essence of unconditional love. In
reconnecting "As One" with our Authentic Self we
open the door to attracting into our reality all
that resides in our Field of Potentiality. We
step into the flow of love bringing Heaven to Earth.
Each one of us is a
limitless spiritual being that can truly be, do and
have anything our heart desires. The physical
world does not teach this. The physical world
teaches us that we are limited, worthless and
undeserving of the things that make our hearts sing
with joy.
I've written often of
releasing fear, experiencing a growth spurt and
finding yet more fear to release. In the past
six months I've been working diligently to transmute
deeply suppressed fears to love in order to
reconnect on a deeper level with my Authentic Self.
In May and June I worked with
Jennifer Hoffman in her Miracle Coaching program
and made huge strides in dissolving fear. The
support Jennifer gave me magnified my intentions of
healing and releasing fear through the power of our
union of two.
Throughout the program
I kept getting messages from my guides to step out
of my comfort zone and offer my work at a higher
level of service, but a hidden, yet tangible fear
held me back. They kept telling me that all would be
revealed to me if I would just offer another in
person class or workshop.
Big Jim came to me and
strongly suggested to me to offer the Orb
Photographs Validated workshop. I've offered other
workshops and teleclasses, but I still felt an
uneasiness and fear in public speaking. I knew it
was time to trust him and my guides so I scheduled
the date. Moments before the first participant
arrived I felt a waive of anxiety wash over me.
I immediately asked my angels to help me and they
arrived in full force to help me relax. The workshop
was a wonderful event filled with information, fun
and laughter!
The next morning so
much of my deep inner fear had healed and released
that I felt as if I had removed a physical cloak,
like a skin. I felt so new, fresh and alive
that if my ankle hadn't hurt so much I would have
been checking the mirror to make sure I was still in
the same body!
I had worked through
and healed a huge weight of fear. A few days later
my guides showed me where the fear originated...
|
Many of us agree to experience
humiliating public events that leave us
exposed and vulnerable while those
watching wait with bated breath to learn
how we will react. |
When I was four I was
diagnosed with
Parry Romberg's Disease. This disease wastes
away the fatty tissue of the body and usually
affects the face. It affected the left side of
my face leaving thin skin stretched over the bone so
that the left side looked skeletal. Even at a
young age I knew that in a world of physical beauty
this wasn't normal or attractive.
In my sixth grade year
I had a crush on a boy in my grade. I thought he was
cuter than cute and wanted so very much for him to
like me. The school I attended was very small with
less than a hundred students per grade.
Everyone knew everything about everybody, so it
didn't take him long to hear of my feelings.
One day as I stood in
front of the school with my "friends" this boy came
over to me with his friends and loudly told me that
I was "uglier than the south bound end of a north
bound mule."
There I stood.
All eyes on me. The center of everyone's
attention.
Noone said a word - it
was my bursting into tears that broke the silence.
Needless to say I was humiliated, horrified and
crushed beyond measure. Then the bell rang and
we all went into class. My teacher wanted to
know why I was crying. For whatever reason my best
friend didn't feel the reason warranted telling the
teacher quietly. Instead she announced to the
teacher and the rest of the class what had been said
to me outside. In so doing she gave me the
opportunity to experience yet another painful waive
of humiliation in front of still more people.
My mom had to come get
me because I couldn't stop crying. Then I had to see
the counselor at the school. My "little girl
mind" felt that he thought I was crazy. The
counselor gave me a mantra to say to myself in front
of the mirror, "Every day in every way I'm a better
person." Saying this into the mirror only made
it worse because I associated the words with "being
crazy."
Then I got angry. How
dare this boy take my power away! For years I
remembered this incident as "the day my life ended."
Then I realized it was the day my life began because
I vowed that I would survive life no matter what it
threw at me! In time I forgave him and I realized I
had given my power to him. What I didn't know how to
do was dissipate the fear of all eyes on me, the
center of attention. Instead I suppressed it to the
point that all I felt was the fear and did not
remember the reason for it.
In the bigger picture
of life on planet earth this was a tiny incident,
but for me it was huge. The fear I suppressed has
held me back from many, many things in my life and
now I have shed its heavy cloak and I am f*r*e*e to
connect fully with my Authentic Self moving forward
in joy of knowing from deep within me that I can
truly be, do and have all that I desire. The
world is at my feet waiting for me to set my
intention of this moment and bring to fruition all
the love and light that I am - my heaven on earth...
I share this with you
without pain of this event, only joy at having
finally dissolved it forever! Each one of us
has our own "incident of historic pain." Don't let
yours hold you captive for 40 years!
Are you feeling a
nudge within you to step outside your comfort zone?
Are your angels whispering guidance to you to reveal
your passion and joy to you while you sleep? Do you
feel you are on the cusp of opening the door to
releasing your true magnificence??
I encourage you to ask
your angels to guide you and help you to release
suppressed fears so that you may connect with your
Authentic Self. You may be guided to reach out
to a friend, participate in a class or workshop,
pick up a book at the bookstore, look for a new job,
tell someone you are sorry for an incident or
forgive someone. Please, follow their guidance and
trust that as you lift your wings to soar they will
fly with you, your crowd of loving beings of
light...
Remember you are a magnificent, limitless spiritual
being with the world at your feet - claim it!
Oh yes, a couple of
years after we graduated from high school I ran into
the boy whose words held me hostage for so long and
he apologized. He was one of the first people
I added to the
Pray it Forward Prayer List...
In love and light,
Kate
The
Daily Soul Kiss for August will reflect
affirmations to help heal and reconnect with your
Authentic Self.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Personal Invitation to you
from Kate
On August 26, Kate will host
a KickOff Party Call with special guest, Jennifer Hoffman,
internationally known Miracle Coach and author of (one of Kate's
favorite books) 30 Days to EveryDay
Miracles! Jennifer founded her Miracle Coaching practice on her
ability to create miracles in her own life. Since 2004 she has
helped thousands of clients to shift to a miracle mindset and create
miracles in their own lives.
Special Invitation:
VIP Access to the KickOff Party Call!
August 26, 2010
7pmMST
Join Kate and Jennifer Hoffman for an exciting
KickOff Party for the
Florence Scovel Shin's Game of Life Unleashed
Empowerment Teleclass!
Register by clicking
here!
Message from
Archangel Metatron
Dearest
Children of Light,
I am blessed to be
with you in your time of infinite possibilities.
Your path has yet to be written. We of the angelic
realm hold the light brightly for you to see clearly
the limitlessness of your being-ness.
Know that all
things are possible...
Your heart, your
spirit is of the light, while your body is of the
physical world. Shed the teachings of
limited-ness and open fr*e*ely your heart to the
infinite possibilities of you...
The beings of light
gather round you to light your pathway and fill your
heart with love, joy and laughter. As you
embrace this connection of One within you, your
world flows gently in balance.
The laughter of
your heart is the sound of love.
We wish you to know
you are our highest priority and we are with you
always...
I am Metatron
Archangel of Wisdom and Light
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ascension
Tools of Light
Books & E-books by Kate:
Waiting in the Other Room - Amazon Best Seller!
Waiting in
the
Other Room Journal
Florence Scovel Shinn's Game of Life Unleashed!
Orb
Photographs Validated
E-Book
Guided Meditations by Kate:
Sacred Space ~ Build it
and They Will Come
Communicating
Through
Dementia Guided Journey
Healing Circle of Love as given by Princess Diana &
Mother Teresa
Claim Your Power
Create the Life of Your Dreams!
Communicating with Orbs
Healing Mother Earth with Love
E-courses by Kate:
Abundance in All Things
The Law of Attraction
Worry & Stress Got Your
Power?